Modern Mystic. Creatrix. Adventurer.
"I didn't decide to become a witch,
I remembered I was one."
- Lisa Lister, author
My entire life changed the moment my doctor turned her chair to face me.
She had lab reports in one hand, the other hand placed on the thyroid in her throat. "Your body is attacking itself. You have Hashimoto's autoimmunity." I'd never heard of the disease, but I knew instantly, at a cellular level, that my body shut down to get my attention.
My body shut down because I was not speaking my truth. I was so misaligned from my soul that it made me physically ill. If I'm brutally honest, I was afraid I wasn't worth anything if I slowed down. That fear pushed me into an unhealthy obsession with achievement and external validation. The Universe finally drew a line in the sand.
"Whenever you do something that is not aligned with the yearning of your soul, you create suffering." - Anais Nin, French poet
My diagnosis was pure transformation. Dark goddess energy flooded my life and I began to understand the sacred feminine cycles of death and rebirth. Of reinvention. Of reclaiming our birthright.
From that very moment forward I unapologetically called my power back to me.
I'd spent my life giving my power away...doing what a "good girl" was "supposed" to do...making everyone comfortable by dimming my raging fire. No more. I used The Desire Map to identify my Core Desired Feelings and then I deconstructed everything in my life that wasn't aligned to my soul. I created my dream life on my own terms.
In August 2015, one year after my diagnosis and physically 100 lbs lighter, I sold everything I owned, left my 15-year career in higher education, launched my coaching business, booked a one-way ticket to Bali, and began a spiritual walkabout.
And guess what happened...
By August 2016, my autoimmunity was in full remission. Not a single trace of a single antibody.
Following my soul's voice healed me more deeply than anything else ever could. Because my wild self knows how to heal.
I traveled solo all over the world for over 2 years. I reinvented myself a thousand times over. i died and rebirthed myself over and over and over until I felt like home. I let the goddess have her way with me. i had conversations with the moon. I slept when i was tired and swam when I needed to cleanse it all.
I came to understand my life's work:
Creating sacred spaces for women to have their own wild remembering.
I'm now back in the states and converting a short school bus into my tiny house. I'll continue to live a big, beautiful, crazy life on the road. This time I'll do it in a sanctuary I build with my own two hands. Why live in a bus? Because it feels joyful and my soul told me to. That's how life works now.
I want that for you, that freedom. I'm on a mission to liberate women who are sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. Everything I offer to you is created in the name of igniting your intuition. It's time to reclaim your wild self.
Welcome home, love.